I am training myself how to stay numb 
I am telling myself not to hear 
pavements are a mass
and a dog sits without a smile 
chanting birds don't fly now
and the white building turns to grey 
as I turn to a midget under its shadow
run, and stop, till it hurts
till it fumes and breaks
I am training how to play everybody
I'm you I'm him I'm her
I'm the boy in the backseat
I watch the wheel turning left 
But I don't reach there
run, and stop, till it hurts
till it fumes and breaks
I'm training to play 
to play the old songs to wake up out of this time 
its like a popcorn too many bursting-  can't hold all of them 
my hands are full
run, and stop, till it hurts
till it fumes and breaks
